I gazed up at the blue sky and knew that heaven, at least in this life, was neither a time nor a place to be grasped and made into a possession. It came in fleeting moments and then went away again to leave one nostalgic and yearning and on the verge of tears. That's why I have pledged to find those who can conjure them or teach me how to cast spells on my own. I'm still very much on the verge of tears. And very frightened. But I have taken the first step, and change has become an inevitability.
