Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Goodbye means nothing at all...

I forgot to tell you ... I'm in love again. And it's the kind I would not have ever dared to imagine. I didn't expect for it to happen in the middle of nowhere surrounded by lost souls, yet I found myself gasping for air in the presence of one. Nothing had the chance to happen, as we were torn apart by circumstances before we really had the opportunity to explore what might be. So I was left heartbroken and alone, but as it seems, the universe is perhaps giving me another shot, another chance to be bold, and reach for the stars. While the odds may not be in my favour, you should know that has never stopped me before.


The leaves change, and I am still the boy who loves to dream. Somehow I thought my expression gave away that I wanted to kiss you, that I wanted you to hold me. I had hoped you would realise the potential I saw from the beginning, and maybe act upon it. I had wished for us to share a moment we would remember forever, and a memory we would take to the grave and beyond. I had conjured many fantasies in my head, all of which still haunt me in my dreams. Praying for us to end up together, is like expecting rain when you're out in the desert. Yet here I am, as always, wanting the impossible.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Right back to the start...

Sometimes you have to go halfway around the world 
to come full circle.


I'm running out of time. Days go by so fast that I have trouble keeping up. New challenges to overcome, new people to learn from, and old habits to shake, make this journey overwhelming. All that I am, all that I ever was seems so far away, yet I know that when the universe decides to unravel the knots of my future, it does so with full force, knocking me out of balance. Soon, very soon it shall be clear where I'm meant to go. In the meantime this is all we have, this is all I can give. And while the process of being broken down and rebuilt feels endless, I realise the end is closer than I might think. I spend nights imagining every scenario I can think of, even though reality always has a way of sneaking up on me. So I lay in the grass, alone but not lonely, and trying to forget the world.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Once upon a time we fell apart...



Could have had a castle and worn a ring.