Into asylum...

When there's a storm outside, the best thing any of us can do is hide...

Just wait until the storm blows over. I mean it has to subside eventually doesn't it? But yet what if it doesn't? Are we just supposed to be trapped? With no where to go? Or do we go outside anyway and go one on one against the mighty tempest?

Ahh this thing that is not a blog, raises far to many questions doesn't it? Hmm...
Endless circle... Story of my life...

The mesiah...

There are nearly 7 bilion people on this planet. Each one unique, different. What are the chances of that and why? Is it simply biology that determines this diversity, a collection of thoughts memories, experiences, that carve out our own special place, or is it something more that this?

Perhaps there is a master plan that drives the randomness of creation. Something unknowable that dwells in our souls and presents each one of us with a unique set of challenges that would help us discover who we really are...

We are all connected, joint together by an invisible thread infinate in this potential and fragile in its design. Yet while connected we are also merely individuals, empty vessels to be filled with countless possibilities, an assortment of thoughts, beliefs, a collection of disjointed memories and experiences...

Can I be me, without these? Can you be you? And if this invisible thread that holds us together would sever, what then? What would become of bilions of lone disconnected souls? And there in lies the great quest of our lives. To find, to connect, to hold on...

For when our hearts are pure and our thoughts in line we are all truly one, capable of repairing our fragile world and creating a universe of infinate possibilities...

Sweet surrender...

Defeat is not an option, not for me, I don't back away until the last breath is long gone. Challenges get me out of bed in the morning...

I'm not easily intimidated. I don't flinch. I don't back down and I certainly don't surrender. I have to believe that defeat is not an option, that no matter how screwed up my life gets, there's hope for me...

But even when my hopes give way to reality, and I finally have to give in to the truth, it just means I lost today's battle, not tomorrows war...

Here's the thing about surrender, once you do it, actually give in, you forget why you were even fighting in the first place...