Life's great when you disappear...

The point of this year is quite simple: the world, those that barely know me, and even those who supposedly know me most, will have negative opinions about me and everything I do. I must let them judge and make their own conclusions. I have to let them react and doubt me. To question the decisions I am making. I have to learn to allow people to be wrong about me. Instead of wasting my time trying to prove to them who I am, I will start living my life in a way that makes me proud. Even if no one else gets to see it.

Hold me close when the night turns to day...

He decided that everything is falling into place perfectly. 

And that he won't be too picky,

about what he means by place. 

Or perfectly.

I was stressed and scared and I had to hurry to be someone, become something, do something. I was running and talking and cursed myself when I wasted my time on things that wouldn't get me anywhere. It was work and it the pressure of becoming and I was never where I was, always somewhere else in my head far, far away. I think the only answer is to trust the universe more. I remember a time when our connection was undeniable. Lately I've been out of step. Its eye is always watching, cradling me in its gaze. I must not fear and then I can be comfortable and at home in any scenario. Only I must remain.

I want to orbit you...