I don't lend myself well to the making of friends, maybe because life and mortality was in my face my entire childhood, maybe because I was staring down deaths door everyday and I was forced to know that life, every minute is just borrowed time...
Each person we let ourselves care about is just one more loss somewhere down the line. For that reason I spent a long time simply not bothering to make friends at all... But now I see it as my job to push the line, to push each loss as far away as I can, and try to live life the way she would want me to, the way she always dreamt I would...
Each person we let ourselves care about is just one more loss somewhere down the line. For that reason I spent a long time simply not bothering to make friends at all... But now I see it as my job to push the line, to push each loss as far away as I can, and try to live life the way she would want me to, the way she always dreamt I would...
