Stuck in reverse...

They say that our faith is tested all the time, and that those who pass the test of faith, get everything their heart desires... The tenth of april is my dark day... It is the day I shall forever remember as the day my world was turned upside down, when I lost someone who taught me how to dream, who taught me how to live..

Yet it is on this very day that I endured my test of faith, I struggled through my illness, my insecurities and I finished what I started. And what have I gained at the end of the day? Nothing, absolutely nothing... And now I ask you, I ask her... How can I have faith after a day like this? How can I get up tomorrow and think that it's still worth fighting for? How can I continue to be the person she raised me to be? I hope I get my answers soon, because this is turning out to be one hell of a test...

Živjenje moje kot zakleto se mi zdi,

karkoli da lepega vzame mi,

vedno vzame mi...