Saturday, December 5, 2009

Give peace a chance...

Did you ever wonder how big of an impact your death would have on the world? Would anyone notice if you were suddenly gone, if you disappeared? Would people cry and hail out your name? Would they feel lost without you? Or would everyone forget, sooner than they were told? Would people cheer your departure from this world? Would anyone care if you just stopped existing...

I'm all cooped up in my bed, still under the effects of certain substances that shall remain unnamed and all I can think about, is her. How big of an impact she had on everyone. How people to this very day, applaud her generosity, her kindness, her bravery. Yet it was me, who got to benefit the most from everything that she stood for. They respect me just because I am her flesh and blood. If only they knew the truth...

Will anyone miss you when you're gone? Will people feel a void in their life when you turn into ash? Are you afraid that you'll simply fade away, that no one will remember who you were or what you did? Well, I'm not. Not anymore. She showed me the way. The way to freedom. The way to immortality. I just hope that I don't make the same mistakes again and get lost within the hellhold I barely escaped from...