I'd bid you welcome to my silly life, but after all this time, we need no introduction. We have always been a part of each other. Forming our collective existence. Without you, there is no me, or us, and I take no credit for our creations. Because really, what you give, is more than I can ever repay. I extol you to the skies without expectations or alternative motive. I do so to show my gratitude, for you have given so much. My promise to you is that when I say my farewells, I will not cry or feel anything close to sadness because our journey is over, instead I shall smile and laugh because it happened, because we happened.
When I look back at how things came to an end, I sometimes wonder if there are things I could have done differently, if there was something more I could have said, could have done, could have held back. I store those thoughts in a library in my head, and I brush off the dust every full moon, just to remind myself where I've been, and where I want to go. The memories of moments that tore me apart, now serve as a beacon. I navigate towards it when I find myself looking for answers and truer paths. I follow the light until I reach myself again, then once more, I can breathe. It occured to me now that words which pass through here, have a greater meaning, one I never noticed, and only tomorrow can tell, how much potential they still hold.
When I look back at how things came to an end, I sometimes wonder if there are things I could have done differently, if there was something more I could have said, could have done, could have held back. I store those thoughts in a library in my head, and I brush off the dust every full moon, just to remind myself where I've been, and where I want to go. The memories of moments that tore me apart, now serve as a beacon. I navigate towards it when I find myself looking for answers and truer paths. I follow the light until I reach myself again, then once more, I can breathe. It occured to me now that words which pass through here, have a greater meaning, one I never noticed, and only tomorrow can tell, how much potential they still hold.
