I think congratulations are in order. You are by far my biggest disappointment and I guess you were right all along. I hate that I care this much, and that you were able to catch me by surprise. You were supposed to be the one person I could really count on through all of this. You were supposed to be the one who would understand unlike anyone else. And the fucked up thing is that until now I believed you were. It just goes to show how much I still have to learn about people. That's what I'll take from this - a lesson. I guess I should be thanking you, and maybe one day I will, but tonight I shall mourn the friendship lost, and the opportunity for forever, destroyed.