Down upon the canvas...

With full awareness of my repetitiveness, I write these words so they shall really sink in. You must make a decision that you are going to move on. It wont happen automatically. You won't wake up one day and notice yourself being lighter, with the weight of past disappointment miraculously gone. You will have to rise up and say: I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me. You have to be strong enough to believe that your life is worth fighting for. Because in the end, once the rain has washed away every single bit of pain, a realisation shall sink in. Letting go doesn't mean that you don't care about someone anymore or that it was a mistake inviting them into your life. Letting go is the simple notion of accepting that the only person you really have control over is yourself. So do it. Decide. Not for the people around you who are fed up with your self-pity. Decide because it's right. Because it's right for you.