I'm reflecting light...

I have failed you. As life comes at me with full force, and days turn into weeks in seconds, I find that the one thing that always kept me afloat, has now become an after thought. My mind is spinning with thoughts and the sheer hassle of not breaking down is keeping me from all of you. I will try harder, I promise, but I hope you understand that as strong as I project to be, somewhere deep inside still lurks the timid young boy who ran away from the world and started this thing that is not a blog. We were always stronger together, I think I just forgot that for a little while. And sometimes, when change and evolution does not come naturally, it has to be forced. Walls need to be torn down and burnt into ash. Eyes need to shut, blood needs to be spilled and as always, one must reach for the moon if you ever hope to land on a star.