Watching sunsets on balconies...

Brace yourself, he thinks. Smile while you still can, he mumbles underneath his breath, for the life he wants has its price, and as payment is finally being demanded, he wonders if perhaps he miscalculated - maybe the dreams he dreams aren't worth the hassle, the struggle, the grief. Maybe who he always imagined he'd be, isn't nearly as marvellous as he'd like to think. Maybe he convinced himself into believing something that has intangible means of success, only to marvel in owe when he inevitably fails. The answers are far from simple, and as he is about to put himself out there unlike ever before, he realises that despite his fears and self doubt, there really is nothing to be afraid of, it's just life.