I admit, I was in a rut. Life just seemed to be moving too fast for me to grasp. I felt like my thoughts were slipping through my fingers, and I was merely a spectator, witnessing my own life as it rushes through in a blaze of discontent. I needed to take some time and forcefully slow down - almost to a standstill. Only as I was on the brink of existence, did I at long last hear my thoughts again. My mind stopped spinning and I was able to dream once more - even if for just a moment.
There is a stillness between us, a period of restlessness that ties my stomach in a hangman’s noose. It is this same lack in noise that lives, there! in the darkness of the grave, how it frightens him beyond all things ... how it whispers dark secrets thought long forgotten ... how it enters his dreams and lets loose a foreboding gnarl. And do we not each dream of dreams? Do we not dance on the notes of lost memories? Then are we not each dreamers of tomorrow and yesterday, since dreams play when time is askew? Are we not all adrift in the constant sea of trial and when all is done, do we not all yearn for ships to carry us home?