Sinking like a stone...

There is no way I am coming out of this alive. Something shall slip my grasp and I shall be left barren and lost. I have taken too much upon myself. I didn't think things through enough and now I have no choice but to face my destiny - with my chin held high and pride in my eyes. If I don't have the integrity to admit when I was wrong, when I have failed and am not enough, then I'm not truly the man I thought I was. The man I want to be. Do not cry for me, though. There are far worse fates than those of recklessly ambitious dreamers, who wished for the stars, and didn't expect they'd actually get to plummet towards them.  

Freedom is to stand naked at the moment, having no expectations, nothing to lose or to gain. The empty then is fulfilled, just to be emptied again at the next moment. The absolute freedom is, to become every path, at any given moment. Because not everything is supposed to become something beautiful and long-lasting. Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever, and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they’ve given us.