Built a fire to keep me warm...

I have decided to stay calm. Despite what my demons are whispering in my ear, and despite what experience has taught me. Maybe I'll be wrong this time, or better yet, right in every single way. Perhaps I don't have to simply dream of a transcendent future, where I have stepped beyond my boundaries, while secretly knowing that it won't ever come true and preparing myself for the worst. What if this time, all those crazy fantasies actually came to be? What if all the hustle and hurdle will actually be worth it in the end? So here goes ... I'm making a pact with myself. I will not obsess in the weeks to come. I shall not linger on obstacles and failures, and I will not let disappointment ruin all the love I have attained while reaching for my dreams. Rather I shall accept the future as it comes, in the way it comes. Heck, who knows ... I might just make it.