Tuesday, June 18, 2019

Sticks and stones will never break my bones...

There is no escape for him now. Everything is over. He had his run. He lived in a house of cards all his life and now it's all coming back to punish him, and there is no escape. For morality is the monologue of the unexcited and the unexcitable, the revenge of the unsuccessful, the punishment of those who tried and failed, or who never had the courage to try at all.


When everyone was busy playing their cards, guessing others hands and counting chips, I took a deck and a bottle and a corner table. At the end of that dreamy night, rattles stopped, the bottle emptied, everyone gone. But there on my table was this beautiful house erected of cards, stories, hopes and secrets. Something I built quite unknowingly. I looked at the night sky with starry eyes and whispered: can we keep it? Even though there was no answer, I somehow knew the answer was no.  It was then that I made a pledge that I shall come back tomorrow and make a new one everyday. And so I did. Every day. Until my last day.