Ease your mind young child, your expecting too much of yourself. Acceptance comes in waves and today you may be drowning but tomorrow you could conquer the entire ocean. Take each day as it comes and flow into it's course, sometimes control isn't the only option. Sit down, rest and re-group for a while - you owe yourself that much. Because when you understand that there is nothing really good or bad in this world in the absolute sense, you focus your attention on balancing everything in the appropriate manner rather than craving for something and discarding the rest. And if you do it right and are extremely lucky, tears shall well your eyes, bringing to the surface an emotion that you had always thought would forever linger out of your reach. You will be at peace.
