Wednesday, November 10, 2021

Until the sun cracks...


I can be by myself because I'm never lonely; 
I'm simply living in my heavily populated solitude, 
a harum-scarum of infinity and eternity, 
and Infinity and Eternity seem to take a liking to the likes of me.


I am the contrast. I am forever the crack in the window that lets the winter in. I am forever the moment between laughter and tears, happiness and sadness. I am light and darkness. I am fire and ice. You will try to take me into your life, but I won't fit, and you will not know how to tell me that there is simply no place for me. And I will choose love, even though I am scared and shy, of everyone and everything, to make a fool of myself; to be laughed at; to not be what people would like me to be. But I will choose love because that’s the sort of person I want to be.