Heavy missing, heavy reminiscing...

The patterns are simple, but followed together, they make for a whole that is wiser than the sum of its parts. Go for a walk; cultivate hunches; write everything down, but keep your folders messy; embrace serendipity; make generative mistakes; take on multiple hobbies; frequent coffeehouses and other liquid networks; follow the links; let others build on your ideas; borrow, recycle; reinvent. Build a tangled bank of different facets of your personality. Don't be afraid to follow fragile threads. They might lead your to paths less taken. Take deep breaths; try to focus your thoughts. They led you to happiness once so they can this time as well. You can do this. You're almost there.