The truth beckons...

The choices I have made created these burdens I currently bear. Snap decisions that seemed like the pursuit of my destiny, but turned out to be pitfalls of my delusions of grandeur and ego. And now I am stuck here, between a rock and a hard place, with sorrow I don't know how to shake. It is slowly breaking me, even though I am putting on a brave face. I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel. All I see is darkness enveloping me with each passing moment. Deeper and deeper. Is there some choice I am blind to, that would lead me from this cursed state? Something that would make the universe heed my calls once more?