Monday, December 26, 2022

Everybody wants something...

I think this is a sign from the universe that I'm going to make it out alive. Never before have I felt so calm, so sure that I can piggyback this into the existence I've always dreamt of. There is no more doubt or fear or second guessing. It's happening and I will be ready to embrace every second of it. I don't even care that I am jinxing it. Fate has now gone beyond that. Assurances have been made. The pact has been sealed. Now all I have to do is wait it through. And be ready when it comes.


He woke up as the sun was reddening; and that was the one distinct time in his life, the strangest moment of all, when he didn't know who he was. Far away from home, haunted and tired with travel, hearing the hiss of steam outside, and the creak of old wood, and footsteps somewhere far in the distance, and all the sad sounds, and he looked at the cracked high ceiling and really didn't know who he was for about fifteen strange seconds. He wasn't scared though
; he was just somebody else, some stranger, and his whole life was a haunted life, the life of a ghost.