You can't count my grace...

I will become an ocean and I'll keep thousands of demons to guard my secret. I'll create storms that none has ever seen and I will lure everyone to the darkest sides of what I am hiding back in my heart. I will become a prison holding myself, bounded by the judgements of people I care and chained by the rules of the world I live in. You will not see me crying, screaming and trying to tear myself into pieces when I stand in front of the mirror so that I could finally be free from myself. Even when the demon I have created inside beats me down and laughs at me, watching me bleed.