This is what I hear in my head...

It felt like I was stopped dead in my tracks. That I had fallen, or maybe even tripped, and maybe even kicked while I was down. I cannot say for certain, all I know is that I was unable to get back up. Stuck in a rut and wading in the muck. Paralysis set in. I was in deep inertia, disempowering and disabling. I wondered what was it going to take for me to restart my engines and get moving again? What exactly needs to happen? And what do I do while I'm at the mercy of the universe? I guess I'll wait. It's the only thing I'm really good at.