Your whole world...

I talk a lot about life, though I know very little about it, and I complain about things others would envy. Yet knowing this has not stopped me from taking for granted all the wonderful things that have happened over the years. As I woke up this morning I realised that I have been reading and writing these profound stories with characters that let opportunities slip by, that let their life pass away, living in fear, because tomorrow is still so uncertain. I preach lesson in life and if I dont follow the tennants of those lessons, I'm not the man I thought I was, the man I want to be...

I don't know what to expect anymore. Until about an hour a go, I was certain, I was so certain that circumstances are different this time, that this journey will somehow be easier because of all the things I was able to change about myself and the world around me. But the more I thought about the situation I'm in, the more I couldn't deny the irony that life keeps throwing at me. I'm not as brave as I act. I'm not as confident as I tell myself I am. I've got to stop fighting it, it's the only way. It was all just a reflection, and maybe it's good that you're gone. I just feel like there's so much more you could have given. There was so much more I needed to get...

Stopm v sobo

polno neznanih ljudi,

čutm poglede

kako zavidajo svet,

ki ga v resnici sploh ni.