I am your destiny...

The truth only means something when it's hard to admit and when it takes every bit of our soul to break the chain of lies we created to safeguard our lives. We always have a choice, it's just that some people, including me, usually make the wrong one. It would have been so easy back then, to come clean, but the longer I waited, the harder it became and now I've reached a point where all I can think about is the life I destroyed and how that in turn, destroyed me...

There will be no more words concerning this. It is burried forever, as it should be and they will never know. From now on, it's all about living as freely as one can and having as much fun as possible. No more sacrifices, no more worries, just the sheer thrill of being lost in the moment. There's no getting over it, all we can do now is party and party and then party some more...

I feel as if I'm witnessing a miracle, as ever so slowly I rise my face towards the moon. I drink in the sight, sensing the flood of memories unleashed and wanting nothing more than to let her know I'm thinking of her. But instead I stay where I am and stare up the moon, I know she is as well. And for the briefest instant, it almost feels like she's here again, and everything I ever wanted, suddenly seems so close, so achievable. It's as if nothing had changed...