I just figured out something. I don't want to live for today, and I believe those who do, don't really understand life. Because here's the thing. I think we're supposed to live life like it's a story we would want to tell someone. We should live it like we're writing an epic tale. There is no today, there is only the story of us, and the people who'll tell it once we're gone. And I guess a story isn't good without a few twists, it isn't exciting without drama, it isn't real without heartache, and it is often the complexities of life that make it so incredibly magical.
You're right, you can't expect anyone to save you. You have to be strong for yourself, and most importantly you have to decide when your life isn't enough, when you want more. However that doesn't mean you won't meet people along the way, who might help you see the person you can become, the person you've always been. I still think some of our paths are destined to cross, and when they do, we change each other's lives without us even knowing. We collide when we least expect it, then we never really untangle. We remain together, guiding one another through life and creating the story, we're bound to never forget.