I may not see it now, but I believe that one day I'll be laughing about the pain that's tearing me apart right now. As I barely made it home, I kept telling myself: "whatever you do, don't let them see you cry," and no one did. But then it dawned upon me, if no one sees your agony, does it even exist, does it even matter? Perhaps one day, when the world makes more sense, I'll be able to understand my current circumstances. Because that's what really hurts about all of this, I don't get why it happened. I thought I was doing so well, by the book, as I was supposed to. But in truth, I'm as clueless as ever and maybe even more than I've been before.
I've found that some people you can only love by not being with them. You can love them with your heart and soul, yet you know you're not enough for them, so you set them free, to find someone who is. But the thing is, you touched me with your fingers and you burnt holes in my skin with your mouth, and it hurts when I look at you, and it hurts when I don't, and it feels like someone's cut me open with a jagged piece of glass. Maybe life is simpler than I think, though. I look for answers, but as it seems, there really aren't any. Things just happen, without logic or reason, and there's nothing we can do about it. What it comes down to, is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet, but I've got one hand in my pocket and somehow I know everything is going to be alright.
I've found that some people you can only love by not being with them. You can love them with your heart and soul, yet you know you're not enough for them, so you set them free, to find someone who is. But the thing is, you touched me with your fingers and you burnt holes in my skin with your mouth, and it hurts when I look at you, and it hurts when I don't, and it feels like someone's cut me open with a jagged piece of glass. Maybe life is simpler than I think, though. I look for answers, but as it seems, there really aren't any. Things just happen, without logic or reason, and there's nothing we can do about it. What it comes down to, is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet, but I've got one hand in my pocket and somehow I know everything is going to be alright.
