I guess you really should be careful what you wish for, because sometimes, when we least expect it, when we've already given up all hope, our dreams do indeed come true. But the thing is, once they do, we actually need to have the courage to see them through. Never have I thought that my existence could get so profoundly complicated and fucked up. What really scares me, is that there's no right decision to make, all of them are mistakes. I guess I just have to figure out which one leads me down a path towards a greater destiny, a plane of hightened awareness, the greatest story. Because if I fall, it might as well be an epic tale.
The broken clock on my wall is a comfort, it helps me sleep at night. Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time. I'm waiting, and I still have my doubts. As I'm falling apart and barely breathing, with a broken heart that's still beating, I find that in my pain there is healing and in your name I find meaning. I tried my best to be guarded, by I'm an open book instead. My eyes are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life. I'm holding on, because you never know what another day might bring. A miracle perhaps or even more agony and pain. If nothing else, the future has potential. I wonder though, how long I'll be able to convince myself that it does.
The broken clock on my wall is a comfort, it helps me sleep at night. Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time. I'm waiting, and I still have my doubts. As I'm falling apart and barely breathing, with a broken heart that's still beating, I find that in my pain there is healing and in your name I find meaning. I tried my best to be guarded, by I'm an open book instead. My eyes are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life. I'm holding on, because you never know what another day might bring. A miracle perhaps or even more agony and pain. If nothing else, the future has potential. I wonder though, how long I'll be able to convince myself that it does.
