Friday, June 29, 2012

I'm better, so much better now...

The problem with making wishes, is that sometimes, against all odds, against all reason, they come true. What do we do then? How do we react? I've so gotten used to feeling a certain way that I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to do now. Where do I go, and more importantly, how do I get back? I'm scared that I made the wrong choice again and I'm petrified that I'll wake up three years from now, like I did not so long ago, and feel exactly the way I did, when I decided to burn everything to the ground. What if this path leads me down a road I've already walked?


"Perhaps this is who we're meant to become," she said, with that stupid grin on her face. "Maybe there is no right answer, and we just have to believe," she whispered as he fell into her arms. He built himself up, and now that he stands taller than ever, he wonders how long he can keep balance. For a split second he finds himself whole, yet somehow he still feels stuck together by reality, and torn apart by his dreams. He is happier, more stable, but still so far from what he can be, what he wants to be. The future is approaching faster than ever before, and as he starts swimming into the unknown regions of the watery abyss, his heart beats in the rythem of the ocean. For the first time in his life, his wounds no longer linger, and all he feels is hope for what may be, and everything that one day will.