Sunday, June 10, 2012

Right back to the start...

Sometimes you have to go halfway around the world 
to come full circle.


I'm running out of time. Days go by so fast that I have trouble keeping up. New challenges to overcome, new people to learn from, and old habits to shake, make this journey overwhelming. All that I am, all that I ever was seems so far away, yet I know that when the universe decides to unravel the knots of my future, it does so with full force, knocking me out of balance. Soon, very soon it shall be clear where I'm meant to go. In the meantime this is all we have, this is all I can give. And while the process of being broken down and rebuilt feels endless, I realise the end is closer than I might think. I spend nights imagining every scenario I can think of, even though reality always has a way of sneaking up on me. So I lay in the grass, alone but not lonely, and trying to forget the world.