Strange things did happen here...

As the year slowly comes to a close, I try to ponder upon the newest version of myself. My reflection in the mirror is different, and so are my inner most thoughts. I have changed - I have changed because of you for sure. You showed me many things. From the brightest of corners to the darkest of fields, yet through it all I can say with absolute certainty that my love for you has never faltered. Even though the demons in my mind try to convince me otherwise, I am without a doubt in love in a way I never thought I was capable. At times it is quite frightening how I seem to be happy, successfully fighting off my primal doubts, and try to accept the fact that I might not be as alone as I'd like to believe. No longer the victim, and no longer the fool, I find myself on uncharted grounds, navigating the unfamiliar waters, sailing through thin and thick, knowing I shall survive, for you are my guide.

Everyone will be broken at some point in their life and more often than not, it's going to hurt like hell. But you can't stop it. You can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don't know what it is and when it happens, it will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words 'Life' and 'Risk' won't mean anything to you anymore. But don't try and change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Over time, certain things no longer have an affect on you. And that happens because that's the way it's supposed to be. But you'll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or spring rain start to matter. So pay attention and be ready, for it might catch you off guard and happen soon. Sooner than you'd think.