Rabm čas zase,
da se vase razblinem,
da zginem,
da me ni.
It was a mistake. It was a mistake not making a clear and clean cut. Boundaries were crossed, and I find myself reverting back into old patterns. Feeling like this is not acceptable, because I found that it's effortless to let go of self-absorbed people. It's challenging to move forward from someone you care about and it's exceedingly difficult to let go of an ideal and a belief in someone because what exacerbates the disappointment of finding out they weren't who they presented themselves to be, is the betrayal of it. So from now forward, I won't expect anything in return, and I won't expect my efforts to be appreciated, my potential genius to be discovered, my love to be understood. I will shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust. I will stop being who I was, and change into who I am.
