I will not rush in. I will not push through head first. Instead I will take in a deep breath, accept that while I may be alone, I am never lonely, and .... simply wait. I won't complain or question my decisions. I will let life come as it may, in whatever form, in whatever way, at the speed it dictates for itself. I shall do so, because we have forgotten much. How to struggle, how to rise to dizzy heights and sink to unparalleled depths. We no longer aspire to anything. Even the finer shades of despair are lost to us. We've ceased to be runners. For it is not by muscle, speed, or physical dexterity that great things are achieved, but by reflection, force of character, and judgement. So ... here I stand before you, proud to say that I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way.