Saturday, July 14, 2018

Time and time again...

As I gazed at the sun melting into the ocean I realised that despite what it may seem and what my heart was telling me, tomorrow shall indeed come. And when it does, I will no longer hold on to any feelings of regret and disappointment - what had transpired, while all to familiar, is a pattern my life has thrown at my many a times. I may struggle with the why and how, yet the fact remains that if anything, my journey has been mostly about walking away from things not meant for me. So this is the last you'll hear of this, of how once again fate and circumstance deluded one of my relationships. How I welcomed the toxicity of another in hopes of atoning for my previous sins. Alas, no more; no more anger, no more resentment, no more understanding - simply the peace of mind of knowing that life, in spite of everything, goes on.