I have to admit, I'm finding it hard to catch my new rhythm. I didn't think the beginning of this year would present so many challenges so soon. I wanted to center myself before the inevitable onslaught had begun, yet it seems I shall not be given the luxury. But even though I have clearly lost the first few battles, the war is far from over. Sometimes retreat is the best option - to gather your strength and change tactics. Just because something worked in the past, it doesn't mean it ought to serve you in the future. The circumstances have changed ever so slightly, therefore I must adapt as well. My heart must accustom itself to changing times. My body as well. If not I might be headed down an all to familiar path, with days in a muffler of regret. So I say; not today. Not yet.