From heartbreak to happy...

I will try my best to juggle all my different ambitions and then I will see where I end up. Demons of the past whisper scenarios of failure and utter defeat in my ear. And I can quite vividly imagine all of their premonitions coming to fruition. But ... I have decided not to. I have decided not to panic, not to dive deep into the rabbit hole or follow a stream of self-destructive actions. I will take a breath and remain calm. I will remain stable and self-assured. And most importantly, I will not make compromises - nothing needs to be sacrificed for something else to be attained. I can have every single thing I want. Not in succession, but simultaneously. All at once, until happiness and accomplishment fills my every pore. Crazy, right?