Tuesday, May 25, 2021

Good for you...

When I get stuck, I found that I really need to get away from my everyday routine. I take a spontaneous walk, a bath, go to sleep even earlier than I usually do. I make a cake, I draw my infinite circles. I listen to the same song for a month. I try to meditate, even if I usually fail. I try to exercise more. Set myself a goal and work towards it. But whatever of those I choose, I really try not to just stick there scowling at the problem. I also try not to talk about it too much. At least not until I feel like the voices in my head are somewhat aligned. If I do, other people's opinions pour in where my resolve should be, and I am nothing if not easily influenced. I've come to terms that my success will not be obtained overnight. It will come in instalments; a little bit today, a little bit tomorrow until the whole package is given out.