Fight the feeling...

Sometimes it looks like I'm going nowhere or that I'm headed in the wrong direction. I'm learning that the decision itself is rarely the point. The point is becoming more fully myself and living my life as though I believe I am headed somewhere. The point is being honest about where I am and what I need and then looking around for loved ones to walk with me. I spent years wishing people would support me only to later realize I was waiting around for something to come to me when I was perfectly capable of going out and getting it. I'm convinced the universe is less interested in where I end up than in who I am becoming. Encouraged or discouraged, filled with vision or fumbling in the fog.