Can’t see the light from the dark...

He opens his eyes and thinks he sees the whole world out there. But what has become clear - and really just in the last few months that he's been delving a bit more into himself, is that he's actually seeing just a fragment of everything that's out there. Even though he so vividly believes in the weight of the world around him, it's not really all that significant. So, he sets off to find new worlds with more meaning. Worlds with more tangible consequences. Somewhere, he can be safer and not feel judged all the time. A place where he would stop running from himself and finally lay down his arms.