Break on through...

I just found out possibly the biggest thing ever - denial is the key to everything. Deny that you're tired. Deny the fact that you're scared. Deny how badly you want to succeed. And most importantly deny that you're in denial...

It really does work. I mean if you see only the things that you want to see and believe only what you want to believe, you basically lie to youself so much, that after a while the lies start to take over and they seem like the truth. Denial allows us to create our own reality, our own world, and what could be better than that?

At this point I'm willing to try anything. I mean, what's there left to lose? At least this way I'll know that I did absolutely everything, in my power. No regrets. No looking back. Time is running out...