The first day was a blur, but a fantastic blur. It was all I thought it would be, but really nothing like it. It's daunting, feeling like a grown up. Feeling like you're starting to live the dream you've been having for as long as you can remember. I never felt like this before, there's so many things I'm still not sure of, so many things I want to change. But at least I'm nearly certain I'm on the right path this time. I might fail, and I'm certain at one point I will, yet as much as it scares me, I know there's nowhere else I'd rather fail, there's nowhere else I'd rather watch my reality unfold...
It's too soon to tell. But I think I might be happy here. I need to be happy here. If not, I don't think there's anywhere else for me to go. I could use your advice right about now, or just a few words of encouragement, or just simply your presence. Is it too much to ask, for the universe to give me a sign? To give us all one. That what we're doing, that who we are, is what we're ultimately meant to become...
