You know, maybe there are some friendships that aren't meant to be saved. Maybe we're meant to spend a certain part of our lives with certain people and then move on. It's nobody's fault really, well actually it's yours. After all this time, I still feel like I'm asking you to be my friend. You never fought for me, and come to think of it, no one ever has. You never made me feel like I was a priority. I don't expect to be one all the time, but once in a while, heck once in three months, I need to feel like you actually give a damn...
I hope you know you were my best friend. Even though tonight I said goodbye, I should have said more. Thanks for the best time of my life. I'm not angry anymore. It is what it is I guess. You might think I'm overreacting, but I just don't have the strength anymore. You've let me down too many times. It's time to let go. But to let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or to ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride, and it's not about how you appear, and it's not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat...
To let go is to cherish memories, to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind and confidence for the future. Letting go is learning, experiencing, and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, boy did we laugh, that made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and let yourself be free...
