I love that sensation, you know the one, when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything seems like it's going to work out. When I'm as hopeless as one can be, and life is going nowhere, I stop and look at the moon. The way it makes me shiver, the way it takes me back to that beach, the way it reminds me of you. It makes me realise that as long as I can feel something, it's not over...
Forgiveness is never simple. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy, but forgiveness, that's a tough one. Because sometimes we do things we can't take back, we say things we don't mean. Yet despite everything, I know that what I have done, is not who I am and what I have done, is not who I'll be. We travel through this world only once and therefore I cannot defer or neglect my happiness, for I shall never pass this way again...
As the moonlight brings warmth to my soul, as it reflects from my heart, I exhale, and for the first time in what feels like a lifetime, I am completely at peace. However fleeting this moment might be, it is enough to make me believe again. Perhaps this is all I'll ever get, perhaps this is all I'll ever need. Either way, I am ready. Ready for anything, ready for everything...
