Bulletproof, nothing to lose...

I need more time. More time to figure out who I am, and who I want to become. More time to realise what makes me happy and what can conjure a smile on my face. More time to forget how I was treated and how I treated others. More time to forgive myself for what has been done, and what was let go. I need more time to be afraid, more time to fail, more time to build myself up again. I need more time to fall in love, to find that one person who doesn't make me run, but gives me every reason to stay. I need more time to look at the sun, and gaze upon the moon, and ponder how they always chase, yet never meet. I need more time to accept my circumstances, and then even more time to overcome them. I need more time.