I knew there was a catch, I knew all along. For my life, it seems, is always a lesson and surely never simple, never easy, destined to unfold in ways I can see miles ahead, yet each time I can't see them at all. It has happened too many times to be a coincidence, and far too little times, for me to lose hope. It always starts with so much potential, then slowly it morphs into ghosts from seasons past. They whisper familiar truths and mock my endless willpower to transcend. They twist and fabricate what is left of my dignity and forcefully stitch it back to my body, leaving scars and the smell of dried up blood, to forever remind me who I am, and who I'll never be.
My dreams bleed, they bleed inside my soul. I try to find the bleeder, I try to make the blood clot, but it begins to flow faster and faster, becoming a stream, then a rushing river, and then the loss of every single dream I've ever had, becomes the waves, the giant crashing waves of the deep dark ocean. Their noise drowns out any form of innovative thought, idea, emotion, and all I become is a stagnant pool, filled with the endless, violent sound of broken dreams. It is there that I shall stay, waiting dormant for the tempest to rise again. For it to unearth the calmed abbys, and bring forth destruction once again. For only when I will completely destroy myself, I will understand, I will know without a doubt, if I am meant for do or die.
My dreams bleed, they bleed inside my soul. I try to find the bleeder, I try to make the blood clot, but it begins to flow faster and faster, becoming a stream, then a rushing river, and then the loss of every single dream I've ever had, becomes the waves, the giant crashing waves of the deep dark ocean. Their noise drowns out any form of innovative thought, idea, emotion, and all I become is a stagnant pool, filled with the endless, violent sound of broken dreams. It is there that I shall stay, waiting dormant for the tempest to rise again. For it to unearth the calmed abbys, and bring forth destruction once again. For only when I will completely destroy myself, I will understand, I will know without a doubt, if I am meant for do or die.
