I can't remember a time when so many things were happening all at once. As a new wave of people come into my life, I find myself re-examining those who left before. The memories of our time shared together seemed to have somehow changed, or maybe I just understand them differently. I soar to new heights, and I allow myself to make more mistakes - to more profoundly live the life I have been given, instead of dreading the cards I have been dealt. Things will work out and I shall once again shine like the brightest stars and diamonds. All I need, all I've ever needed is the grace to let circumstances unfold in due time and the wisdom to know when the weave of my destiny has fabricated its final stream of stitches. I am here to stay, of that you can be sure, and in a strange way, I sing this lullaby because of you. All of you are my wonderwall, and while I should have let go by now, I think I'll always remain the boy who endlessly looks behind his shoulder, dreaming of the life he could have had - could have had with you.
