Sunday, November 29, 2015

Inside these pages you just hold me...

It has now officially begun. No more tears for lost love - only the path forward, paved with countless and unpredictable turmoil. This is the part where I'll do the most growing, and as time will pass, I shall be able to fully grasp what was left behind. But I guess maturity is about being able to walk away from people and situations that threaten your peace of mind. self-worth and morals. If anything, I'm at least proud of myself for being able to do that. People who make you feel like you aren't deserving of love, are in fact, not deserving of yours, and the sooner you accept that, the quicker you can move on to new things. Better things. Those that don't bring discomfort or sadness, but simply a calming sense of satisfaction. I might never get the love story I dream of, but I guess that's just fine, because if nothing else, I'll at least never stop trying.