Underneath it all, we're just savages...

Life is passing me by. I can't seem to focus, and I simultaneously have the feeling that I'm overwhelmed and that I'm not doing nearly enough. It's a strange time, full of contradictions. On one hand, I'm actually happier and lighter than I've ever been, and for a while now that scared me. I was certain that something was wrong with me, because I wasn't more sad, and that loneliness didn't have a bigger impact on me, yet all I feel, as I settle into my current circumstances, is ease and enlightenment. While I didn't necessary chose to be here, I find it incredible that it was exactly what I needed, and if I'm honest with myself, what I truly wanted - deep down inside at least. Some of us were just built to constantly take different shapes while we navigate through life, and with each rebirth we grow a little taller. Perhaps some day to heights that will allow us to simply raise our hands, and grab the moon by its throat.