Slowly coming back to life...

As he tries to let go of all his haunted dreams, he discovers that letting go has never felt more detrimental - as if he was walking away from an existence that almost could have led him to a happy-ever-after. He is getting older and his choices hold more weight. Every step he takes impacts the course of his story, and each stumble slows him down towards the path to greatness. He has to refocus. His dreams have been put on the back burner and the mundane has taken over his everyday. If he does not regain control of his trajectory, he might not be given another chance to steer the wheel. Everything happens so fast, and each breath feels like it could be his last. The future is coming full speed ahead, and all he can hope for is a chance to prove himself. To prove himself worthy of the success he envisioned for himself. Worthy of friendship. Worthy of love. Worthy of life.