Sometimes I'm going to have to lose...

This is a mistake. Surely. I rushed in again head first ignoring all the signs. Skipping steps and not being patient enough. I will be punished for this. The universe shall stop me in my tracks and put me back in my place. I can already imagine my day of reckoning. How bitter it will feel, and how tungs will flap in excitement. There is no other way around it, for it has been foretold. I have been here before, plenty of times to remember the omens and feelings that harbour the doom to come. I knew the ending of this story before I did what I did, which begs the question, why didn't I stop? I'm a glutton for punishment, and I thrive on borderline decisions and circumstances. Chaos is a ladder after-all ... and boy do I like to climb.